Last Days.

Time is coming very near! Only 3 days till I fly, 4 days till I land :)

House is filled with tenets, bills are all on auto pay, have handymen lined up if something goes wrong, cats have their vet tech on call, and veterinary office understands that someone else will be making 'medical decisions', parents have been told, Skype account has been set up, I just don't have a plan for lawn service...Oh and I haven't packed.

Somehow the other week I let anxiety sneak in, I think it was the reality that I only had a week left that came crashing down on me. I sat and wondered how could I have been so calm and then like a sucker punch be hit with unexplainable anxiety. My view of God hasn't changed, my belief that He called me to this adventure didn't change. Oh I get it, it was my human-ness. I began to realize the things I would miss; the comfort of being in my own home and around people and places that are known to me. The fear of the unknown and what it might bring or how it might change me. Glad to say the anxiety is at bay, but I have a sneaking suspicion it will creep itself back in on Sunday. Maybe this time with thoughts of did I forget anything and what's going to happen at immigration when I get to Ireland.

I am excited to see what is in store and glad to have everyone of you involved as I follow the path God has laid out before me.